Humour
I am starting to suspect that maybe i am not funny, i use to have a lot of people tell me how funny i am but lately i seemed to have lost my sense of humour. I notice this most with my current friends, if i am in a room with a group of friends and we break out into different groups i find if i am one on one i start to feel the pressure to be funny and i end up being dull, this first started happening 6 months ago when i was talking to a friend at a party and she started yawning, then she said i am very tired i might go and have a laydown, 30 minutes had passed and i went to get a drink from the kitchen and i found her laughing with other people. I put this down to a one of but things got proggresively worse over time, i guess like most people you just never think it will happen to you.
A few months had pass and i went from being the funny guy at the party to the dullest so i needed a plan, i had to become the insightful guy at the party maybe even interesting, this didnt work because i unfortunately i am neither insightfull or interesting at most times. The only option was the shy guy but i found there was not much difference between shy/dull. I started to tell myself this is just a faze and the next party or event i go to i will be funny again..
So here i am today writing a BLOG , things have not improved like i thought , in fact i didnt know what a blog was when i was funny..
